2022 Deserve Faith - Moon Cycle 3
MY HISTORY — ORIGINALLY POSTED FEBRUARY 12 AND MARCH 2, 2022 ON INSTAGRAM@THEPOINTOFYOU
FERUARY 12, 2022
I am (not?) worthy.
This feeling can come up (big time!) in the 3rd moon cycle (Jan 31 - Mar 1, 2022). If we’re opening up to possibilities for greater personal fulfillment, this moon cycle is the one in which we begin to heal the deep feelings of unworthiness, that hold us back, to keep us “safe.”
The archetype we work with in this moon cycle reveals the “goal" for which we (subconsciously) believe we are unworthy, and represents our fear that we are “not (good, wanted, belonging, acceptable, capable, etc.)" — the reason we do not have faith in our Selves.
I see that our archetypes for the 1st, 2nd and 3rd moon cycles are tightly intertwined and represent the core of our personal struggles. The 1st archetype (the one we relate to most) shows us the inherent talent we limit, by shaming the desire of the 2nd archetype (the one we resist the most), because of the unworthiness of the 3rd archetype (the one we fear the most and completely deny our Selves).
For me, this combo looks like: I limit my talent of ambition (1st/explorer), by shaming my desire to live in the moment with full enjoyment (2nd/jester), because I am “not good" and will be punished for being happy (3rd/innocent). WTF, right? It’s nonsensical!
I got a big ah-hah in meditation this morning: I have been limiting my ambition for my Self, by shooting for where I “should be” at my age, trying to be “normal,” to achieve “average.” There’s nothing wrong with average. I've just never lived an average life … in ways both fulfilling and, ultimately, defeating due to my own deep belief pattern of unworthiness. This morning, I stepped out of that “average” box and am asking my Self, “What really lights me up?” and "Where in the world do I really want to wake up every morning?”
Transformation begins as we (1st) accept the autonomy of our talent, (2nd) forgive the joy of our desire, and (3rd) deserve faith in the goal for which we have the greatest fear of unworthiness. Easy, right?
Which archetype goal brings up your unworthiness?
How does this archetype's fear show you your “I am not…”
What goal do you do you see that you deserve to have faith in … and stop denying your Self?
MARCH 2, 2022
As the 3rd moon cycle of this year’s rEVOLutionary journey comes to a close, what state-of-well-being do you see that you have "been denied” (because you have “been denying your Self”) in your life? What state-of-well-being triggers your unworthiness? What worthiness can you allow your Self to have faith in, now?
I am worthy of being happy, without being guilty.
I am worthy of belonging as my true Self, without being an orphan.
I am worthy of improving the world with expert mastery, without being arrogant.
I am worthy of helping others, without being a martyr and being exploited.
I am worthy of leading a more authentic and fulfilling life, without being a misfit.
I am worthy of overturning what isn’t working for me, without crossing to the dark side.
I am worthy of being in relationships with people, surroundings and work I love, without being a people-pleaser.
I am worthy of expressing and realizing my own vision, without being perfect.
I am worthy of having a great time and lighting up the world, without being frivolous or wasting time.
I am worthy of using intelligence and analysis to understand the world, without studying details for ever.
I am worthy of making dreams come true, without being manipulative.
I am worthy of creating a prosperous and successful family and community, without being controlling.
We each DESERVE FAITH in our right and our WORTHINESS to fulfill our true Selves, respecting our own individuality, uniqueness and sovereignty … without needing validation (nor forcing subservience) of others, to be fulfilled our Selves.
Today, our lifework continues with the beginning of the 4th moon cycle, OPENing our hearts with COURAGE to be as strong and competent as we know we are! More to come...